"Me too" and let that shit go....

"Me too" and let that shit go....

Inspiration comes from the Latin word inspirare, meaning "to breathe into". What I try to breath in to, meaning, try to find inspiration in, is how I want to see and live my life. With ease, love, compassion and energy without feeling the fear, shame and pain. So I search for the answers wherever I go. 

This weekend there was a new eyeopening workshop for me in Pure Yoga on Upper East Side, Outstanding place by the way, this time with Jennifer Pastiloff a Manifestation Workshop: On Being Human.

Her energy was outstanding and I think I can speak for everyone when I say that she got all of us. We wrote down our tree goals that we want not just to active but also manifest. It is not the first time a hear about this idea "manifestation". For goals you make in your head, your mind but when you want to manifest something you also include this bigger picture called "Universe" or "God" or "It" or what ever you want to call the power that is existing around you without you seeing it. And to get this goal everything works for your best to get it.

We also wrote letters from somebody who truly love us, living or not living, we asked ourselves during a mediation what part of our body is hurting and what this part of our self wants to tell us. We made our mantras which perfectly fit our own inner needs and you can guess what I got from myself! 

The biggest part for me was the shit I want to live behind me. A quote she said which comes from her teacher the amazing Dr. Wayne Dyer is that:

"Don't die with the music still inside you!"

Shit, yes! I am happy today and I was greaful standing in my Warrior II to all of you who come in to my life to teach me something. All of you who did that with love and all of you who taught me that life can be a son of a bich sometimes. However, without all of you, I would not have been the  person that I am today. 

So all of you! I got me! And even if I am scared as shit sometimes, I am still doing it. And yes, I can have my own bullshit stories that Jennifer called it, but I am at least willing to do something about it. So yes, metoo, and in the end of day I am going to give myself, Edit Szabo a fucking medal (Jennifers world) to because:

I was standing up for myself when I was down, I move forward even when it scares the hell out of me, and I never ever give up on myself! 

So give yourself a medal you too! Because you know that you deserve it! 

“There are only two feelings, love and fear.
There are only two languages, love and fear.
There are only two activities, love and fear.
There are only two motives, love and fear.
Two procedures, two frameworks, two results; love and fear, love and fear.” Michael Lennig

Namaste! 

 

 

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